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Two Way Doors

Bottleclip

Laser Guided Scissors

Staircase Drawers

K-wine Food Plates

Zipper Earphones

Node Power Outlet

Coffee Top Caddy

Ketchup Gun!

Weight Watch Belt

Laser Bike Lane

The Rolling Bench

Carpet Alarm Clock

Bundle Box Coffee Bag

Pizza Scissors

(Source: rainbowbonkers, via ellethifah-deactivated20110527)

You: Je t’aime, ma cherie.
Me: Mon cher, je t’aime.

Where did those times go? I miss you. I cannot recall a single time that you ever made me cry. He’s making me cry all the time now. I need you so much. More than you can ever imagine.

You: I’m breaking my promise for the first time. Forever and always, no more.

I want our “forever and always” back. I want you back.

Yesterday, during our school event, the Inter House Games… In the morning as I just reached the stadium. You’d just arrived too. I was in my car driving past you and you were walking towards the stadium. You had been watching my car. Or else I wouldn’t have caught your eye as we drove past you. It would’ve been impossible. You must’ve been watching my car… Watching me.

After the event had finished, though… When all the students came down to the tracks to take group photos. I’d told my friend to pass my camera to you as you were a photographer. When you’d wanted to pass it back to me, though… I was pleasantly surprised that you gave it back to me in person, and didn’t pass it to someone else to pass to me. But you avoided my gaze. You held out the camera at arm’s length. You stared at the ground… I didn’t know what to say. I mumbled a “thank you”.

Those were the first two words I’ve said to you in months. I miss you so much. Your birthday is coming. April 26th. I’m going to call you. If I manage to gather up the courage, I’m going to call you. I hope you pick up my call. We… Need to talk.

I remember you asking me… Some time ago. We were having another one of our random conversations and you’d asked, “Will you ever marry me?” I said yes. I will marry you. I’ve never been any more honest in my life.

♥ Je t’aime, ma cherie.

Empty conversations. I miss talking to you. About nothing in particular. How we’d jump from one topic to another so easily, never running out of things to say. I didn’t only lose someone I loved, I lost the greatest friend I ever had.

I took a nap. I dreamt of you. I dreamt that you talked to me again. You IM’d me on MSN. “Hey beautiful.” God, I miss that. I miss you.

My boyfriend said that he catches you sneaking glances at me. I can only wish that that was true. It gave me hope. It left me soaring. During CCA, as you cheered with the others and I was working on our flag, I watched you. It was true. You did sneak glances at me. I was happier than I ever could have been.

After school today. When you finished your oral, you came down. I was at the void deck. You were standing at the entrance/exit of the school. I couldn’t take my eyes off of you. I hoped it was vice versa.

Your birthday is nearing. 11 days. Is it only a coincidence that our birthdays are so close together? I’m planning to call you at 12am. Knowing you, you’d probably still be wide awake. I’m scared. I’m still hesitating. But I really want to. I miss you.

I hope you’ll wish me on my birthday. If you don’t, I will honestly be heartbroken for life.

♥ Je t’aime, ma cherie.